My Battle with Stage IV Lung Cancer

The Susan Manley Story

On 7/19/99 Mark Manley wrote...

Mr. Karjala, I am sure that your testimonial regarding your lung cancer has brought a flood of email over time. I felt compelled to write because of the similarities of circumstances. My 36 year-old nonsmoking wife has just been diagnosed with stage IV lung cancer (by virtue of a 2.5 cm mass in her lung and a single large mass in a lumbar vertebrae). Other than moderate low back pain (her presenting symptom), she feels fine.

We do know the gravity of the diagnosis. It has been particularly difficult to wade through the mountains of testimonials of success stories with breast cancer, and hear nothing of people such as yourself. Imagine our comfort in hearing of someone who seems to have found "the way out."

We are not simple people, my wife is a chemical engineer with an MBA and I am an anesthesiologist, so we know there are no sure-fire cures. It was enough just to hear of someone who is doing well with the same problem. As science-based professionals we are usually skeptical of alternative medicine, if only because of their lack of scientific proof. However, now that we are faced with a disease with such a poor prognosis, we feel all avenues need to be kept open.

If possible, my wife would like to stay in touch with you, and your mutual progress. Her name is Susan, and we share the email address. Thanks again for your posting.

Sincerely, Mark Manley

Bob replied...

Hi Mark and Susan,

I'm sorry about Susan's diagnosis. Her presenting symptoms were identical to mine and I too was initially skeptical about the effectiveness of alternatives. My stepson, Benn, who was much more knowledgeable about alternatives, convinced me of their effectiveness.

I'm still doing fine. My last checkup was in Feb. 1999, but I'm going for another followup next week. If you decide to try the alternatives that I used, my only suggestion would be to possibly increase the essiac dose gradually to about 16 ounces per day if it is tolerated.

I base this on the rapid results obtained by my stepson's neighbor who brewed the tea double strength, and then drank several 12 ounce doses per day, and also on the results of others posted on two archived essiac discussion boards {now shut down}. I had just started going through the message threads of the older and larger archives and came across another lung cancer success story almost identical to mine with the use of essiac, high levels of CoQ-10, etc.

I am convinced that the high (400mg/day) CoQ-10 is also important from the reading I have done in the last 7 months on the internet. If nothing else it is very good in preventing or helping with any heart problems. I have several CoQ-10 info links on my Links page and my host has a wealth of information, links, and success stories. I'm sure you will lose some of your skepticism if you take the time to study all of this info. Good luck, and I look forward to hearing from you.

Bob Karjala


On 8/4/99 Susan Manley wrote...

Thanks for helping us to get through to Kathy Sedler. She seems to be very dedicated and kind. I am now following the same regimen that you followed -- hopefully with similar results! I did have one question though. Did you change your diet significantly as part of your healing plan? I've heard a lot about various diet based therapies, but I haven't come across one that appeals to me.

By the way, I've had one round of chemo. I had not started the alternatives at that point and I was pretty wiped out for 5 or 6 days after it. I'm hoping that next week after round 2 I'm feeling better faster (now that the alternatives are in my system). Thanks again for all your help!

Susan Manley

Bob replied...

Hi Susan,

I describe my diet in my reply to Darlene and VDB. My stepson knew of cancer patients who had been helped by juicing alone. I didn't overdo it, but I would juice a batch of carrots and apples about every two weeks and each batch would last a week, drinking about 6 ounces a day. I assume you are on the Forward Plus vitamin program, so you should be getting a good level of anti-oxidants, but the extra from juicing may be beneficial? I ate a fair amount of salads but also a lot of junk food.

I felt that if the therapies were not successful, at least I would not be depriving myself of the food I enjoyed. So much has been written about benefits of soy products that they would probably make a good addition to any diet, although I didn't use any. I think any diversified, balanced diet that you feel comfortable with will be ok.

It looks like your treatment will be a good experiment, with the initial chemo only control period and now the chemo plus alternatives test period. I will be very interested to hear if you notice any difference in your tolerance of the chemo. How much essiac are you using each day?

Bob Karjala


On 8/12/99 Susan Manley wrote...

Thanks for your last note about your diet. I was VERY happy that you kept it pretty much the same except for adding more salads. We've been doing the same thing, just trying to add more fruits and veggies to our normal diet. I do love red meat and sweets, but we were going to follow your plan exactly, so if you had said to go "vegetarian", I would have!

You asked how much essiac tea I am taking. I drink 4 ounces in the morning and 4 ounces in the evening. I have not gone higher because Kathy Sedler did not recommend more than that. I'm hoping right now that that is enough to achieve good results. I will certainly go higher if I need to.

I have good news about chemo # 2. It went great! I had it Tuesday, and I had no fatigue to speak of either Wednesday or Thursday (today). In fairness, there were 2 changes between chemo #1 and #2. I was not on the alternatives for #1, so I'm sure they helped me greatly. But I also received a different anti-nausea drug. In chemo #1, I took compazine, and it has a sedative in it, which may have caused a lot of my fatigue. For chemo # 2, I took kytril which does not have a sedative in it. So between the drug change and the vitamins, herbs, and tea, I think I have a winning combination regarding fatigue!

I cannot thank you enough for your information on alternatives. The big test is in 2 weeks. I'll have a cat scan of my lung to check progress of the chemo. I feel very confident that I'm healing. We have 3 little girls (10, 7, and 5 yrs old), I just have to beat this for them. I'll let you know the cat scan results as soon as I have them. If you have any other advice, we would welcome it. Thanks again!

Susan and Mark

Bob replied...

I'm glad to hear the 2nd chemo seems to be better tolerated. I hope they all continue the same way. When I was treated at _____________ Cancer Center, they used the latest protocols and I was pretreated with granisitron (Kytril), diphenhydramine, dexamethasone, and cimetidine to minimize immediate side effects of the carboplatin/taxol chemo.

I am sure these helped on chemo day and I feel the alternative supplements helped to protect against the delayed effects of the chemo. Once I was on the alternative program, the chemo was a piece of cake and I had no fatigue, nausea, or unpleasant side effects. My side effects were hair loss, occasional hiccups, and lowered white cell counts which could be normalized with Neupogen (colony stimulating factor) injections.

On 8/11/99 the results of my recent followup with the oncologist were posted at the end of my web page. Everything was normal! Good luck on your next cat scan, Susan. I'll be anxiously awaiting the results. I have a feeling you are going to surprise the oncologists like I did!


On 8/26/99 Susan Manley wrote...

My lung cat scan was this morning, and the results were good! The 2.5 cm tumor had shrunk about 33% to approximately 1.6 cm. Apparently there were also some small spots on my lung during the original cat scan - the largest of which was about 1 cm in diameter. These small spots seemed to be gone, even the one that was 1 cm. This was after only 2 chemos, 1 alone and 1 with the alternatives. So we were very pleased! Now I can't wait to get chemo 3 and 4 and have another cat scan!

Also, my back pain finally stopped about a week ago, that's been another good sign of my healing. I haven't seen my oncologist yet -- the information we have on the cat scan just came from the radiologist as he performed the test and read the results simultaneously. This is a benefit of Mark working in the hospital, results in real time! I'll see the oncologist on Monday (before chemo 3), so I'm anxious to see what his reaction is. Maybe now he will believe me when I tell him that I'm achieving remission -- no two ways about it!

Again, we just can't thank you enough for your information and support. I'll let you know how chemo 3 and 4 go. And I'll certainly let you know the results of the next cat scan.

Susan and Mark

Bob replied...

Hi Susan and Mark,

I'm thrilled to hear your good news. It sounds similar to my case, with the nodules disappearing first and the main tumor taking a little longer to disappear. There is so much information in our series of emails that I would like your permission to publish it on my web page. Even more important than the info, is the hope and inspiration that you can give to other patients who feel in a helpless situation. I would prefer to leave in your name and email for authenticity, but if you prefer anonymity I will use initials or a pseudonym. Please let me know your feelings. Thanks again for keeping me informed. You have made my day with your great news!


On 9/1/99 Susan Manley wrote...

Sorry it took me so long to respond to your request about posting my results on the internet. We've been out of town a few days, and then I had chemo #3, so I'm finally getting back to you. You are welcome to post my results and name. I hope I will be sending more good results in 6 more weeks!

Recalling that the information I sent you was based on conversation with the radiologist during the test, I do need to make a correction to the previous note about the cat scan. When I saw the oncologist on Monday for chemo #3, I was able to see the official written cat scan report. It said the tumor shrank from 2.2 cm. to 1.8 cm. My very first cat scan, however, said the tumor was 2.4 cm., so there is some discrepancy on how big it was to start with.

Regardless, it still shrank, although not quite as large a percent as we were first led to believe. The other information I gave you is correct, though. The smaller 1 cm. tumor is gone, and there is no evidence of new spots. And my vertebrate showed increased bone density, so it is healing. I knew it was healing, because about 2 weeks ago, my back pain disappeared - for the first time in 10 months! So we are still very encouraged and optimistic! We'll keep you posted as we hear more good news.

Susan and Mark


On 10/15/99 Susan Manley wrote...

On October 4th, I had another chest cat scan and an MRI of my back (these tests followed chemo 3 and 4). The chest cat scan showed no new spots and the primary tumor holding stable at 1.8 cm. We were kind of bummed that it had not shrunk anymore, especially since it shrank quite a bit (2.2 cm to 1.8 cm) after the first 2 rounds of chemo. But at least it is holding steady and we have not given up hope that it will still shrink with future rounds.

The MRI had us very frightened initially. It showed a new suspicious spot on my lumbar 4 vertebrate (the original met site was on lumbar 2). We were very concerned that if it had spread to another vertebrate, then how many other places had it spread to? In light of this concern, my 5th chemo was temporarily cancelled until we could find out about further spread and determine if we needed to change chemo drugs or look at experimental trials.

On October 14, I had another bone scan. Amazingly, not only did it not show any spread to other bone sites, it also did not light up on the lumbar 4 vertebrate where the MRI detected a new suspicious spot. So we are assuming, at least for the moment, that the spot on L4 is not malignant and that it is something benign, maybe a bone cyst. We were HUGELY relieved to go back from "advancing" disease to "stable" disease. Although as I said before, we still hope for "shrinking" disease and ultimately "remission".

It's been a long and emotionally-draining week and a half. I still have not had chemo 5 yet. My oncologist recommended that we see an oncologist at Vanderbilt University who is very involved in lung cancer research, tests and trials. Although we may not need him, we want to meet him and get our file with him started. Then, should we need him in the future, he will already know my history. Or, should a promising new drug trial begin, he will be able to hopefully include me. We are holding off on chemo 5 until after we meet with him next week (just in case he suggests a different regimen).

We are still on the alternatives -- vitamins, herbs and essiac tea. I have felt really good after my chemos and I only have one "down" day after each round. Besides that day, I keep going almost as if nothing is wrong. Certainly this is a direct result of the alternatives! Hopefully, they will also result in more tumor shrinkage. We try to remind ourselves that your tumor started shrinking significantly after the 5th and 6th rounds of chemo. We are hanging in there, despite the emotional roller coaster.

Susan and Mark Manley

Bob replied...

Hi Susan and Mark,

I think the reading of x-rays and CT scans is very subjective. After my initial 6 weeks on the alternatves, on 7/28/98, the x-ray report said there was a shrinkage from 2.5 cm to 1.5 cm, but the CT report said the 2cm mass had shrunk approximately 50%. Then on 9/11/98 the x-ray report said the "faint, less than 1-cm, ill defined opacity in the right lower lobe was unchanged", yet by 10/20/98 it was totally gone. So you see there can be subjective differences by different people reading the same film. Possibly your tumor is getting less dense but hasn't shrunk as much. That seems to be what happened to mine from 7/98 to 9/98. It took my tumor from 6/19 to 10/20 to totally shrink and dissappear, so hang in there and see if there is more noticeable change by the next scan.

This last weekend I saw an October 7, 1999 post on the Mediconsult Lung Cancer support group by someone whose mom was given 6-9 months last February, had failed 3 different chemos and had to stop chemo in June to give her body a rest. At that time she began the alternatives and they surprised the oncologist in August with a 65% shrinkage (no shrinkage on the previous chemo).

I am so happy for you that your bone scan showed no spread. I can understand and empathasize with the anxiety you must have had before the test, and the relief afterwards.

Bob Karjala


On 02/09/00 Susan Manley wrote...

After my October MRI and cat scan which showed the tumor in my lung no longer shrinking and a new spot on another vertebrate, we went to see a lung cancer specialist at Vanderbilt University. Since I was feeling good at that point with no symptoms, he recommended that we stop chemo because some of his recent studies were showing that with lung cancer, chemo does its greatest good after the first couple of rounds (I had had 4 rounds), and after that it can cause more damage to healthy cells than damage to cancer. So we heeded his advice and stopped.

If symptoms arise again (and he said they almost inevitably will), then we will go back to Vanderbilt and see him. I don't know what treatment he will recommend at that point. I have to confess that I was so disgusted with this cancer and the "failure" of chemo/radiation and alts to make it go away, that I stopped the essiac tea at that point. I do still take the vitamins however.

We have used this time of feeling good physically (with no chemo making me feel bad) to reflect and pray more than ever. I even made a pilgrimage to Medjugorje with some women from my church in November. (Medjugorje is a small village in Bosnia-Hertzegovenia. Mary has been appearing to 6 children there since 1981. The children are now in their 30's, but the apparitions continue daily.) It was a very spiritual and miraculous place. Our visit there has had a significant impact on our families as well as on many, many families in our parish. Who knows why anything happens in this world, especially bad things. But I do believe that my cancer has affected so many people around me in a good way (bringing them closer to God in more prayer) that maybe that's why I have it.

Anyway, my latest cat scan of my lung was on 2/7/00. After 4 1/2 months of no chemo, there were no new spots and the original spot was no larger. Although it did not appear to be smaller either. We are so hopeful that the spot is just scar tissue, although we realistically know that in all likelihood there is live cancer in there too. I have not had any tests on my back since last October.

Since my back pain went away, I was assuming my back was fine. But after reading your latest update, I wonder if I should ask for another MRI of my back. And I wonder if I should ask for another MRI of my brain. What do you think?

Susan Manley

Bob replied...

For peace of mind, the MRI would certainly let you know if anything is going on so it could be treated early, I'm certainly very happy my brain tumors were caught early. The problem is getting the HMO to approve expensive tests when there are no symptoms. You might have to pay for them yourself.

I saw my oncologist last week and learned that he had been fired by my HMO professional group for spending too much of their money by ordering too many expensive tests for patients, and the professional group doctors will no longer refer oncology patients to him. For the time being I don't have an oncologist. It is a very sad situation when medical care is determined by cost and not need.


Update sent by Susan Manley on December 26, 2001...

Dear essiac-info.org,

Thank you for notifying me that Bob Karjala passed away. I am so sorry, he helped so many people.

So much has happened since the last update on my story. I am however currently feeling quite well. In my February, 2000 update, I mentioned that I was beginning to have a recuurence of back pain. MRI showed spread of the tumor in my lumbar spine. Seeing this as a sign that the essiac tea had not helped, we stopped all alternative therapies. Various chemos eventually stopped the back pain until October, 2000 when the pain came back. I then went to the Cleveland Clinic to receive "3d" radiation therapy (IMRT). This was done because I had already received traditional radiation to my spine. This was successful and I continue to be pain free in my back now over a year later.

However, during that year I began having problems with headaches and visual disturbances. I was found to have cancer cells in my cerebrospinal fluid, causing headache and vision problems from inflammation and pressure. Thankfully, a chemo can be given directly into this fluid which usually controls this problem. Indeed I have had no headaches for 5 months now, and samples of the fluid remain cancer free.

I am currently on no chemo drugs. Shortly after the headache problem was cleared up, I was accepted to receive an experimental lung cancer drug called Iressa, a pill taken once a day with minimal side effects. This drug seems to act, not by killing cells, but by dramatically hindering lung cancer cell growth. I did not qualify for the FDA trial, but was accepted under the "expanded access" program established by the company that makes the drug (AstraZeneca). Some sense that this drug might be working came when a CT of my chest showed a slight decrease in the size of the primary tumor in my lung (for the first time in over 2 years). We pray that I continue doing well until a cure can be found. It certainly is great to be pain free and energetic again!

Feel free to add my update to Bob's page or wherever you feel it could be useful. Thank you for your prayers, they do make a difference. Write back if you have any other questions. In early January, I will know more, as I will be having the whole battery of tests done again. Please pray that these tests come out well and show no additional cancer growth - and maybe even some cancer decline! Thanks!

Susan Manley

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